16. Breaking Off the Shackles
Ten years ago, driven by my arrogant nature, I was never able to
completely obey the church’s arrangements. I would obey if it suited me,
but if it didn’t I would choose whether or not to obey. This resulted
in seriously violating work arrangements during the fulfilling of my
duty. I did my own thing and offended God’s disposition, and was
subsequently sent home. After several years of self-reflection, I had
more or less some knowledge of my own nature, but regarding the aspect
of the truth that is God’s essence I still did not have much knowledge.